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| I think i need to write about you. maybe it's a sense of closure about me, to tell the world how wonderful you were and how you became to be a very big and significant part of my life. or maybe because i don't ever want to forget you.
coz you were never like the bfs, who come and go.
you never failed to greet me when i come home, even in the last few weeks of your life, when it was too painful for you to get up, but you would try anyway when you hear me calling. just so we could have our moment which always ends up with me lying on the floor with you lying on my belly.
although it amazed me you never lost your appetite for good human food. 
at times i wonder if i put you to sleep to soon..
and hope you'll forgive me because it was too painful for me to watch you cry in pain.
how it broke my heart to watch you suffer that way...
because i know you were a strong and brave dog, and would cry only if it was unbearable...
the house is so quiet now, empty without the sound of your nails clicking on the floor.
i forget at times, how much i depended on you,
for that daily dose of furry love and manjaness...
i love you, my bestfriend, and i don't ever want to forget you.
you were the best dog a 9 year old girl could have ever asked for.
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| 2 more days till the fashion show.   super excited! got my fingers crossed.  
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